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Where do i go from here ):
written on Thursday, February 4, 2016 @ 3:57 PM ✈
I've abandoned this blog way too long. I forgot that i even had a blog for my feelings. Funny thing when i was reading past posts that the second post made me felt like nothing has ever changed.
That was only last year 2015. And i wrote that i gave up. But do i really? It's weird that nothing has ever changed. My r/s with D has always been a roller coaster ride. Some days it's all loving and some days, it's completely opposite. I wonder what happened. i thought when you loved someone, you would go to the ends of the world for them. Do anything for them just so they can be happy. But i guess it's just me. Did i really gave up on D last year? No, i didnt. I stayed cause i thought he loved me. Maybe he did. or still does, idk. It's very sad when you have to end a r/s for something so stupid. Well. at least i thought we could fix things. And i still think we can.
I kept missing him, but i know i can't do anything. As im typing out this blog post, all i can think about is D. Like do i really wanna go on without him? I can't. i know if i try hard enough, i still know i can't. I dont cry anymore. But i still love him...
if you happen to read this, D, i'm still here for you. I'm still here waiting.... I need you babe. Come back ):
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Where do i go from here ):
written on Thursday, February 4, 2016 @ 3:57 PM ✈
I've abandoned this blog way too long. I forgot that i even had a blog for my feelings. Funny thing when i was reading past posts that the second post made me felt like nothing has ever changed.
That was only last year 2015. And i wrote that i gave up. But do i really? It's weird that nothing has ever changed. My r/s with D has always been a roller coaster ride. Some days it's all loving and some days, it's completely opposite. I wonder what happened. i thought when you loved someone, you would go to the ends of the world for them. Do anything for them just so they can be happy. But i guess it's just me. Did i really gave up on D last year? No, i didnt. I stayed cause i thought he loved me. Maybe he did. or still does, idk. It's very sad when you have to end a r/s for something so stupid. Well. at least i thought we could fix things. And i still think we can.
I kept missing him, but i know i can't do anything. As im typing out this blog post, all i can think about is D. Like do i really wanna go on without him? I can't. i know if i try hard enough, i still know i can't. I dont cry anymore. But i still love him...
if you happen to read this, D, i'm still here for you. I'm still here waiting.... I need you babe. Come back ):
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